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(no subject) [Dec. 23rd, 2004|09:50 am]
Um..I can't comment from my e-mail anymore.
Anyone know why?
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(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2004|05:16 pm]
Darn no bake cookies!!
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(no subject) [Sep. 2nd, 2004|12:30 pm]
...And I pray before I go to sleep, God, help me, for I hate to eat. Food is no longer something great, it's far too loved and easy to hate. Please help me, Lord, to see inside, for I know that's where my true purpose lies. I hate it when food is all I think about all day. Sometimes it brings me closer to you, but often it pulls me away. God, help me to love myself just as much as I know you do. And I say this prayer not only for me, but for all else who feel this way too.
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stole this from jessica! [Aug. 21st, 2004|08:33 am]
Height:5'4 1/2"
Weight:140.5 (as of yesturday night)
Lowest Weight at Your height:103
Highest Weight at your height:149
Sort Term Goal:120
Long Term Goal:98
Are you Ana?:Yes. I was diagnosed, then recovered...here I am again.
How Long?:2 years
Are you mia?:I wouldn't say I'm mia...I purge if I binge.
How Long?:1 year
Do You Restrict?:Yes
Do You Fast?:Yes
Whats The Longest Fast You Have done?:1 1/2 weeks
How many Cals do you allow yourself to consume?:Fast-0, Restrict-300
How Do You Stay Motivated?:Thinspiration notebook
::.*Do You?*.::
Self-Injure:Yes...trying to stop.
Think About Suicide?:Yes
Purge More Than Once a Day?:If I have to.
Punish Yourself For breaking Cal Limit?:Yes
Punish Yourself for eating during a fast?:Yes
Reward yourself for staying under Cal Limit?:No, not really. I'm happy though.
Reward yourself for fasting?:^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Like Having an ED?:No. It controls my life...I hate it. But I can't live without it.
Dislike Having an Ed?:See above
Want an ED?:NO

The Ultimate Ana Survey brought to you by BZOINK!
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Creep-Radiohead [Aug. 19th, 2004|09:17 pm]
When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You’re so fuckin’ special

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here.

I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I’m not around
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here.

She’s running out again,
She’s running out
She’s run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You’re so fuckin’ special
I wish I was special...

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here.
I don’t belong here.
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2004|08:49 pm]
why are you like this? why do you have to ruin my life? and even worse...why do i let you get to me? i hate you. FUCKING DIE KRISTEN. i hate you! at least i have enough balls to tell you if i said soemthing. CUNT.
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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2004|08:56 pm]

You don't have to have an eating disorder or self injure to be my friend. You DO have to be respectful of my lifestyle.

1. Comment to be added
2. If you don't approve of my lifestyle, PLEASE don't ask me to add you.
3. You can't "catch" an eating disorder, don't ask me for tips on stuff related.
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